2.12.06

Clarity in the Fog

As for myself. What is there to say? I not longer consider myself a Christian but it has been like that for a long time now. It no longer matters if Christ was real or not, the message is there whether he is real or not and that message is repeated in every religion I have seen, whether those religions’ followers see it or not. The similarities between all of the world’s religions are too great to discount any one of them.

All paths lead to God and all paths lead to enlightenment, or heaven, or the higher plain, or what ever the final goal of the soul is. I can not hate somebody for what they believe, for it is always the right path.

The idea that the road to heaven is a competition seems very wrong to me. I have never been a competitive person; the struggles have always been within the mind and soul.

I need to remember that the masses do what they are told and not what makes the most sense.

This world does not matter only the inner world matters. Connection and love are the things that the soul is rooted in and it is these things that matter. These things that I would hope transcend this world. Love seems like something that is far too great to be bound by space and time.

Nothing is sure, nothing is known, nothing is real. The only things that matter are the things that one make real.

Death is not an end but the next step.

The world is not black and white, hell, it is not even just color, it is something far, far greater, far more diverse than that.

No state of being is sure, it is not possible to know anything about yourself, without knowing yourself you can not know the rest of the world.

The difference between good and bad is not as well defined as I once thought. One can not try to balance themselves on either side but one must experience both and realize that there is no difference between the two.

Always think for yourself, always be your own person and never fall into the identity of the group. Never be a mass for the masses are the tumor on the soul. But do not remove yourself from the group just do not identify your self by the group.

Live and love and find out what is to come.

Sometimes I hate being an idealist that knows that the on thing that he bases everything on is something that he can not define because that thing is greater than he can possible think.

Definitions are for those that want control. If one never seeks control they will always find what they are looking for.